Love at first sight ♡

You want me, i'm not ready. 
You said you'll wait .
I start falling for you.
But you're walking away ...
Meeting you was by chance, loving you was my choice. I love you cause there's no reason . Out of seven billion people, i fell for you . 
You walked into my life 19days ago. I thought you was the one, but i guess i was wrong . Still remember how we used to be when we just met? All those memories ; laughters, late night talk. 
I miss the old you, what's wrong? I may not be the first in  your heart, i may not be the sweetest girl, but i hope you'll understand my love for you. I don't believe in love at first sight until i met you. 
Do you think ignoring me will make my pain less or rather forget you easier ? No . I won't . 
Instead, you're making my life worst . I mean, there's still time i wanna spend time with you. 
Am i expecting too much ? I don't mind if you don't love me. I mind how you used to tell me how much you love me and now you changed . I will wait . As long as i can . I had hope you'd see my face, and that you'd be reminded that for me, it isn't over . 
All i want from you is to give me the attention i need . I hope i could rewind time back to 25th March 2012 . The most memorable day of my life . The time where we studied together, the time where you hand my hands, the time where i lay my head on your shoulder and the time you sent me home . 
Those memories you gave me, are really unforgettable .. 
I don't know why , i just can't seem to get you off my mind ): 
I hope you're happy now without needing me to talk to you anymore . I'll get over you someday, but not today . Remember that it took me a lot of courage just to say " i love you " to you . 
You're all i ever want . I believe i can be happy without you . The times we used to have, would just be my sweetest memories ..